Starting fifth grade mid-year in a new school is hard. Moving halfway across the country after losing your older sister is devastating. Combining the two—well, Ella can’t find anything good in doing either. Nothing seems right after losing her sister. She thinks she might be losing herself too. A new boy in class, a teacher fired up about a kickball tournament, and a required school project collide to put Ella on a path of healing and discovery in this award-winning, page-turning book for middle schoolers.